Ugh, such pressure. I am not strong at all, and my level of commitment changes with the time of day.
I have seen this man twice (but not slept with) since I posted this thread, which I think is rather miraculous considering my sex drive. Quite honestly, the lack of sex is profoundly depressing. It's been a month.
I miss him, but I am not initiating contact. I am trying to stay focused on the fact that my daughter is looking at another surgery, and in the scheme of things, he doesn't really matter.
Also, I invited another man to a New Year's party I am attending.