People making me more stressed than I already am annoyed me today.
People making me more stressed than I already am annoyed me today.
I'm annoyed that life sucks.
...one can be sure of nothing until it has already happened...
I had a great long weekend but the more I think about this, the more pissed off I get.
My bf's kids arguing yesterday. I hate to say it but I am really looking forward to them leaving to their moms house in 2 weeks. I will miss them but my bf needs a break. I need to not hear the arguing. I guess they argue more in front of me, showing off or something. Mother****ing the worst sort of showing off I can think of. Oh my god. And the 6 year old is really trying to push my buttons too lately. A friend gave me these hurricane vases, a big one and a small one. They had never been opened but I brought them to his place on Saturday afternoon. They looked really nice on his dining room table, however, during the transition the bigger one had a chip on the uppper lip/rim part of it. I set it inside the vase and told the six year old not to touch it because it was extremly sharp. A jagged piece of ****ing glass. Hello? I walk into the kitchen to put away some groceries and go back into the diningroom and the little girl has stood up on the kitchen chair, reached in and pulled out the chip of glass and is trying to "fix it herself." I was livid. I asked her why I just had asked her to NOT touch that and there she is touching it. She wanted to argue about it. I had to just walk away. I grew up in a house where if my mom/dad told me what I had told her, nay, I ASKED her. My parents just told us shit and that was that, there was no choice in the matter. At any rate, had they caught me defying them and playing with broken glass to boot I'd expect nothing less shit hitting the fan. Big time.
Sorry for the long rant. I just get worried and stressed about thinking about moving in. I can only hold my tongue for so long.
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
I heard that stupid f*cking McCafé Frappéééé commercial again on the radio.
"Blissville" should not be a place. And that woman doing the narration should die. I hate those commercials.
I saw my ex today...its just made me feel even worse..i dont think i have EVER felt this bad about breaking up with someone
though on the plus side, i cancelled my date for tonight without feeling bad.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Y'know it's sad.
All that mc'cafe stuff was good when it first came out.
Since then, they douse that shit with cream and sugar to the point you can't tell coffee is in it at all.
I don't know if that's everywhere or just down here, but I know for sure, culturally, these people don't like anything bitter.
They like lots of salt, and lots of sugar.
Yeah about shooting down, I shot a guy today with my middle finger. I hate those ugly guys screaming some crap from their ugly cars.I couldn't resist to show him which finger means "**** off" , i'm luuuurvin it![]()
I wazzzz here![]()
Your middle finger means whaaat?
A bunch of things irritate me at the moment.
A cheap ass friend who made a million excuses so he won't have to buy me a birthday present, I get it, you're stingy you don't need to explain. The girl who runs my best friend's life and through him takes vengeance on the people who have offended her. An emotional retard friend who didn't show up because another friend refused to drive him. People who lie. People who change plans at the last minute. People who demand presents. People who don't appreciate things. People who get offended over something little. Exam results that don't get released until you're doing the next set of exams. The random shocking news that pop up here and there. I mean how long does it take to fix an oil leak? The last I heard they were pumping golf balls and tyres, seriously is that some kind of a sick joke? What is BP going to try next? Pump some peanuts and live hamsters? Sometimes I want to do a Gribble and just take a break from the world.
...And on top of all that I had a dream last night where my dad died. Everything's annoying and irritating. I just want to crawl into a hole for awhile.
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~
So many things that annoyed me today that I won't even bother typing it out.
My internet is running crazy slow...like dial-up speed...thats annoying me.
Completely baffled by a backward indication
That an inspired word will come across your tongue
Hands moving upward to propel the situation
Have simply halted
And now the conversation's done
I am the EgGmAn