I did have doubts bout my relationship for awhile for no reason. Im not sure if it was just a phase that everyone goes through or because i was grieving at the time and v unhappy.
Anyway one night i lay in bed and imagined coming home to an empty house and wondrering what my life would really be like with out him. I also did a lot of reserch on relationships-my head was all over the place and the thought of hurting him broke my heart but that night it just hit my like a ton of bricks and i realized hes my world and couldnt believe i ever even considered ending it. I felt a lot of guilt and anxiety for taking himm for granted and wondering is the grass greener and the thought of losing him started to give me nightmares and panick attacks. Over night i became obsessed with him-my sex drive went through the roof lol and so affectionate towards him. Sex was always regular and really good but my drive became higher than his when we were always equal before. I think i have him worn out.
But i dont no maybe you and she are just not meant to be?