Feelin ya on this one too man. Every day seems like the same ol repeat of yesterday, been there for quite a while now too, dont go out much anymore to the bars or clubs, everybody there's just lookin for a fling and its all immaturity and shallowness. Getting bored with life, not much I can do to make myself happy lately, kinda depressed, stressed out from work and a "friend" situation that is a real mess. Shes a great friend, very close for a couple years now, work with her and shes "stuck" in an abusive relationship. Blah blah blah, I know Im stupid to let myself think about it but I want to be with her and she wants to be with me but is too weak and afraid to leave her current situation, so its the same old "She gets beat again, or he does something terrible to piss her off, she doesnt talk to him for a week or two, we hang out and remember why we like each other so much, then she falls back into his snare again because he is a psycho freak show that stalks her, follows her, comes to her house at all hours of the night screaming and threatening, same old, same old..." Im not really "waiting for her" because if something else came up Id be game but I live in a fairly small town with not a lot to do to meet people so its like "When is this gonna turn a corner??" I've seen a couple people here and there, generally end up being childish game players which I dont tolerate and I walk away. But I feel the same thing man... like "When is MY time?" Just keep busy, take your time away when you need it and try to focus on helping others and being there for people, kinda helps with the loneliness aspect and gives you a feeling of being able to make a difference in somebodies life. It sucks, it gets old, but makes you appreciate the positive things that DO happen every now and then a whole bunch more