Is she just some slut who couldnt leave well enough alone? when we met she knew how old I was and I her. Wanted her cake and to eat it too? If its true, all the things shes said then I am the best guy shes ever dated so I dont understand. I tried getting out of the relationship numerous times...she didnt want me to leave her so she flipped once saying hysterically in tears "I always do this! youre gonna break up with me and its all my fault!! go ahead! everybody leaves me, my dad left me!!" I was upset cuz she had just thrown her tequila and oj at me after I got a text message from my friend sara (about us and some work people goin skydiving) She had gotten in a fight with sara cuz sara was pretty.
She was always all about fighting for whats hers but just meant from other girls, she would defend me cuz that would lower her self-esteem even more if I left her for another girl. She was willing to fight for us, I thought but now Im beginning to understand that it was all just talk-not the I love you's but her plans to become an EMT, to take radiology tech classes, to get in shape, to quit smoking, to stop drinking to clean her basement and art room to do just about anything that took more effort than walkin the dogs, smoking a cigarette and collapsing on the couch for a nap.