I used to see things always from a negative point of view, as a result, I was always depressed, till the point I had to go see a shrink. The shrink tried to put me on depression pills but I resisted. I started getting my acts together and forced myself to approach things with optimism. Always try to look at things from the bright side and stay positive. I think about all the people who love me and they certainly wouldn't want to see me depressed. So for whatever thing I am not satisfied about myself, I try to work on it and improvements can be very self satisfactory. Start thinking positive and tell yourself you can do it!