So far twice. The first time I was just 16 but I really did love the guy. He just had the greatest personality and charm and we just clicked from day one. He was also my first kiss too so he was really special to me. It took me a long time to let go of him because even though it sounds silly being that young I really thought he was the one I'd marry. After he moved away I would just compare everyone to him and I could never find that instant connection with someone until I met my last boyfriend. I fell in love with him, but he didn't fall in love with me and broke up with me. What made me fall in love was that he was different than any other guy I've met. I have a whole list of things I could write about why I love him, but since we broke up I'm trying to forget all those things :/ I know what you guys mean by the kiss though. There's honestly nothing like kissing someone you are in love with.. It never gets old and it is probably the most amazing feeling ever and I definitely miss it. Although I still do love him, I don't think it was the true ever lasting love or else things wouldn't have ended. I'm still looking for that kind of love