
Originally Posted by
Junsui
I remember when I first started having depression, when I was 12. Then when I was 15 and tried to kill myself a few times. Eventually it does get better. Sure, I still get depressed and have the occasional thoughts of suicide now, but overall I've come to realize life is too precious to just throw it all away. So whether you are trying to get attention or actually feeling like killing yourself right now, go get help.
I'm sorry to hear that Junsui. My impression of you has always been of character and strength, I'm very surprised to know that. I remember being very depressed from years of 12 - 14, but I have always loved myself too much to ever even think in those terms
Maybe, that's a solution right there. Anyone who feels overly depressed should develop an npd as a self preservation defense mechanism hehe
I'm guessing though, that maybe having these extremes is sometimes a good learning experience...
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~