Plz Someone Tell Me Im Wrong!

[Gigabitch]

I think we all have times when it seems like we're not supported the way we'd like to be, and then sometimes your friends are all after you to spend your time with them and you just want to be alone. It's a complicated ocean with currents and storms.

Hey, Zach, at least you have us. No, we don't get to sit in the same room with you and you don't get to see expressions on our faces, in fact, all you get are those low-rent crap smileys I'm all bunched up about lately, but we are here for you, nonetheless.

[Zach]

Well, today has turned out to be quite expected. I went to work and guess what happened? Half hour after being there I start feeling very strange. Very anxious like something is about to happen. Then I know I am about to freak out, so I run to the walk-in cooler(I work at McDonald's). I sit down in the corner and just totally break down. I cried harder than I ever have in my entire life. I wouldn't actually call it crying, I was weeping. Terrible sobbing, shaking, tensing up, screaming and crazy. I just got so bad I almost puked again and got really dizzy. A girl named Deanna came in cause she knew something was wrong already and saw me and just comforted me cause there was nothing she could do. I just looked at her and attached myself to her and let it all out. It went on for about a hour, but it really needed to come out. After i calmed down I was really dizzy and couldn't walk so someone had to come pick me up and take me home. When I got home It happened again. And now I'm fine but I'm dreading my next "attack". I hope I don't have to go through much more of this cause I don't think my mind can take it. I could feel myself drifting into some state of mind that was definitely not sane while I wept today. I'm worried.

[King Zarathu]

Well, today has turned out to be quite expected. I went to work and guess what happened? Half hour after being there I start feeling very strange. Very anxious like something is about to happen. Then I know I am about to freak out, so I run to the walk-in cooler(I work at McDonald's). I sit down in the corner and just totally break down. I cried harder than I ever have in my entire life. I wouldn't actually call it crying, I was weeping. Terrible sobbing, shaking, tensing up, screaming and crazy. I just got so bad I almost puked again and got really dizzy. A girl named Deanna came in cause she knew something was wrong already and saw me and just comforted me cause there was nothing she could do. I just looked at her and attached myself to her and let it all out. It went on for about a hour, but it really needed to come out. After i calmed down I was really dizzy and couldn't walk so someone had to come pick me up and take me home. When I got home It happened again. And now I'm fine but I'm dreading my next "attack". I hope I don't have to go through much more of this cause I don't think my mind can take it. I could feel myself drifting into some state of mind that was definitely not sane while I wept today. I'm worried.

Your MIND is the thing that's starting it! Quit being a pussy and realize you're NOT getting her back. I know this hurts, but that's the risk of getting into a relationship. You're bound to get hurt sometime, and you signed the contract that said you were fine with it. Now get back on the bike of yours and keep peddling through the trail of life.

[Zach]

Your MIND is the thing that's starting it! Quit being a pussy and realize you're NOT getting her back. I know this hurts, but that's the risk of getting into a relationship. You're bound to get hurt sometime, and you signed the contract that said you were fine with it. Now get back on the bike of yours and keep peddling through the trail of life.

I know my mind is starting it and whether or not Im a pussy doesn't change the fact that my emotions had to come out. I realized that Im not getting her back the day she broke up with me. Trust me. Although your post was rude, you are right about not giving up. And Im not. /bow /hug

[Gigabitch]

Zach, this is not a permanent state. I'm glad Deanna was there to catch you today. Nature seeks a balance- you'll get back to normal, you really will.

[Varulfr]

Ay, doesn't make much sense does it?

It does happen though, mate. Soemtimes things just... fall apart. Don't take it personally, you have to realize that there are chemicals going on that have a lot to work on this sort of this. Love can die over time...

There's also the whole "In love with being in love" thing...

Frankly, if you've been dumped the only way to deal with it is to keep your head high, stare straight into the wind, and tell Fate to back off before you give em a fat lip.


Good luck, keep your head high, and remember that old saying about fish and all that.

[Zach]

Ay, doesn't make much sense does it?

It does happen though, mate. Soemtimes things just... fall apart. Don't take it personally, you have to realize that there are chemicals going on that have a lot to work on this sort of this. Love can die over time...

There's also the whole "In love with being in love" thing...

Frankly, if you've been dumped the only way to deal with it is to keep your head high, stare straight into the wind, and tell Fate to back off before you give em a fat lip.


Good luck, keep your head high, and remember that old saying about fish and all that.

Thank you very much for your support. I think you said exactly what I needed to hear.

Giga- I understand what you are saying and I appreciate it also. ty I am/will get better...slowly..

[Gigabitch]

Checking in, Zach- how are you doing?

[Zach]

Well, I have been very anxious lately and tend to be very insecure about everything. But Im forcing myself to realize my mind is just effing with me because of what has been going on recently. Went out with my sister and friend last night- didn't really do much. Just kind of road around in my car, walked around walmart and wegmans... then went bowling. Meanwhile all three of us were popping caffiene pills throughout the night(WORST IDEA EVER). Well I got even MORE anxious feeling from the pills then got REALLY sick and didnt get any sleep cause my stomach was kicking my ass all night. I feel better now, although I still am not in the best mental state considering having that three hour conversation only three days ago. I'm just figuring out how to not be depressed and make it through this without any mental illnesses. My mom wants me to get "mentally evaluated" (I think to make sure I haven't gone crazy because of this)...... I don't know about that, but maybe I should?

[Gigabitch]

Nah. You're reacting pretty typically to getting your heart shredded, this forum should help you see that. Maybe your mom just doesn't know how to deal with it.

There really ought to be a broken heart rehab center.

[Mathias]

Nah. You're reacting pretty typically to getting your heart shredded, this forum should help you see that. Maybe your mom just doesn't know how to deal with it.

There really ought to be a broken heart rehab center.

DUDE.

I'd make millions.

[Gigabitch]

DUDE.

I'd make millions.

Let's do it! We'd need a remote facility where we could control access to phones and MySpace, lots of sappy music and a huge contract with Haagen Dazs.

And a liquor license.

[Zach]

lol A liquor license.. somehow I dont think that is sending the right impression :-p

[Mathias]

Let's do it! We'd need a remote facility where we could control access to phones and MySpace, lots of sappy music and a huge contract with Haagen Dazs.

And a liquor license.

IN.

And a hookup room. There's going to be rebounding going on all over the place.

[Zach]

IN.

And a hookup room. There's going to be rebounding going on all over the place.

lol... I suppose Ill contribute where I can..