My NEW situation.

[Junket]

I believe you. If you were gay you would have no interest whatsoever in sex with females period! The fact that a part of you just wants to go ahead and do it says it all.

Whatever Ellynn, we know you're gay too.

Wanna be gay with me tonight?

[Ellynn]

Whatever Ellynn, we know you're gay too.

Wanna be gay with me tonight?

Sure, Why Not?

[Zach]

Na-uh, Girlfriend! You LEAVE my man alone! Ya' hear?!

Fras- You wanted to see that side of me.. here it is. (not really)

Na-uh, Girlfriend! You LEAVE my man alone! Ya' hear?!

Its too late, his virginity lies within me.. HAHAHAHAHA ..owned..

[Kiechi]

Sure, Why Not?

and me! and me! Can I stick it in your pooper?

[Zach]

and me! and me! Can I stick it in your pooper?

Some how my threads always turn out to be the worst when it comes to being off topic.. lol

[Junket]

Its too late, his virginity lies within me.. HAHAHAHAHA ..owned..

Ew, I find that very disturbing...GAY!

[Kiechi]

Yup. He's definitly a fudge packer.

[Ellynn]

and me! and me! Can I stick it in your pooper?

Eh, been there done that. Not worth all the hype.

Anyways.... back to the topic.

[Zach]

Ew, I find that very disturbing...GAY!

Haha. Yeah very gay. But you didn't seem to mind it last night!

[Junket]

Haha. Yeah very gay. But you didn't seem to mind it last night!

Stop it, I don't wanna hear about your ghey wet dreams.

[Kiechi]

Eh, been there done that. Not worth all the hype.

You could always try again.

[Zach]

Eurasian - What do you think I should do? Any thoughts on the topic?

[Kiechi]

Don't follow my magic 4 FFFF. You're too sensitive for it.

[Junket]

Eurasian - What do you think I should do? Any thoughts on the topic?

Stick it in her pooper?

Anyway, I say just feel her out, and if she's receptive, feel her up.

[Zach]

So its been about 4 days since she has gone back to Michigan and I feel better right now but Im a little confused.

I enjoyed her coming over and it was alot of fun to see her again. We both have changed quite a bit, in the past few years. Something she still is though - is extremely emotional! We all know how emotional I am for a typical guy right? Well she is on the same scale but for the female side! VERY sensitive girl.

She had just broke up with her boyfriend a lil while before she came down and she definitely would have done stuff with me if I gave in. We were talking for a while and she asked if I would hold her and I didn't mind. Then after a bit she got up real close to my face and we just talked more for a while then we eventually just started kssing out of now where. Kind of a mutual kiss, I honestly don't remember who initiated it but either way we kissed. After a little while of making out I told her I can't do it. Just didn't feel right. She got pretty mad because I was leading her on a little and changed my mind. So yeah thats was that.

For the rest of the time she was here we talked constantly and bonded again. Getting to know each other better. I tried my best to get to know her again within the 3 days she was here and I think I did get to know her again. She had been going through alot of drama up in Michigan so she finally opened up to me and allowed herself to cry on that last night she was here. She was doing her best to hold it all in so she wouldn't be sad for the 3 days she was here but it came out and Im glad it did. Gave me a chance to see the sad her for a bit and gave me a chance to cheer her up ^^.

She punched me like 20 times because of everytime I made her smile when she was crying. rofl

Anyways, this is more or less just a update on what happened. But the reason I am confused is because after she left, I definitely felt pain. I totally miss her for some reason. I tried to not get attached to her at all but I think I may have just a little bit. I mean we use to date way back when and we broke up mutually and it makes me wonder what we really could be. I think she likes me but I don't know. She talks about how she wishes she could move down here closer to me.

For now I think I may just talk to her a bit more, and lie low. I still need more time to recover from my last relationship. Just don't want to miss anything great you know?

--Zach