If this were you.......

[vashti]

Aww jeez. This is just looking worse and worse to me.

[somo64]

Am I anxious, nervous? No, I'm scared to death. I think I've probably cried enough for both of us the last several days. We were friends first, lovers later. I'm scared of losing her but also man enough to want the best for her and she knows that. We continue to talk even now. And I've tried to help her in suggestions, ideas etc that would help her in her relationships even if it is without me. It's hard knowing I may be helping her decide to end our relationship but in the end I want her to be happy.
The latest update is that, in her mind, she will never have the things in life she really wants, life will never get better, because past relationships haven't worked out so neither will this one. I think it's more than a fear of moving or a fear of the unknown, it's seems to be a fear of being let down and so instead of allowing me the chance to let her down(which I have no intention of doing) she is striking first.

[JohnsonROd]

you need to check your head buddy... that's my advice...

my gawd... engaged to a chat buddy... what a laugh

[clynn]

Well, whatever works for you!