dying out love or plain rejection

[Ellynn]

Well glad to hear you graduated and all that!

But, I doubt she thought of you that way. I have been to some websites about crushes on people in authority over you and let me tell you, that slapped me right back into reality.

They even had instructors that posted about students that had crushes on them and how they handled it. Lets just say, they put a LOT of distance between themselves and the student for a REASON. They also can tell usually right away if a student has a thing for them, and they kinda chuckled about it like it was a funny thing. Point is, they realize this happens with certain students. But, a majority of them KNOW that its wrong to act it out and realize the boundaries. Most won't even pursue a student after the fact that they graduate. Mainly, because it looks bad.

Find someone closer to your age. Or maybe a dominatrix. HEHE. I don't know. I just wouldn't dwell on things happening with her.

[gu_babe]

Oh. i see. nevertheless, it had been a great year for me to have a crush on her... it;s the feeling that I'm after but not the person maybe??
no wonder... she asked my friend about how I am currently doing just earlier on and yet when i send her an ecard she doesn't open it.
secondly, I had come to love this website a lot...
ppl here react gently and offer constructive advice.

[Ellynn]

I sense your sarcasm. I know we don't always tell you what you want to hear, but thats life.

She probably was concerned with your well being after college and asked about you just because she wanted to know how you were doing. Thats what teachers do!

I wouldn't read too much futher into it. I know its hard not to, but save yourself the fustration and don't.

[gu_babe]

really? I dont sense any sarcasm in my tone
Silly teachers... she was a lovely person too as far as I am concerned because her intentions always seem so pure...
not the same as I would had experienced when I was 15/16

I should be glad she stayed out of my picture... that meant freedom and really 22 is not an age for me to commit, so in exchange I had gotten some years to explore and adventure myself.

[gu_babe]

Sorry shouldn't had said silly teachers... but I do find her affectionate