giga, Maybe my last post was unclear, I don't wanna break up with him, I'm crazy about him too. I'm working on myself, but a huge reason I'm able to become better is cuz of his love and support. He is totally unlike my ex, shoot i wish i had met him in hs!
It's just that he gives me so much, it really makes me wanna change myself. I'm also clinically depressed(i know i have issues ) but I went on medication for that, and that has helped too.
so lets hope for the best :crosses fingers: