do i just keep trying or give up

[Kiechi]

i maybe on a lot tonight im at worlk now but expected my girl back from birthday shoppin a while ago. We ussualy IM a lil or something but thanks for the comments. You know what its like sitting around waiting all night for a call that never comes. Not the greatest feeling worry and anger mixed not sure if you can be justified in being angry trying to let it go hope still lingering but despair setting in. Oh I am sure many of us older ones can relate.

I know the feeling, it isn't nice. Thank God for weed.