I'm trapped in an unhealthy relationship.

[damn2008]

No contact man, it's done and over and the best for you is to find help in your support structure.

Those friends that care and are there for you are those ones you should surround yourself by.

Just one key thing I noticed, don't take to heart if at points someone will put their parents before you. They've been there for her all her life, you've only been there a little. Keep that in mind with the next one. Family love and Relationship love are two different types.

Good luck man, man up

[SAVANAH]

Wow you really so deserve better as ygg said... give yourself time to heal and look forward as I'm sure there's better more exciting people and events laying in your path!

Good Luck and enjoy every moment, put yourself first for a change, make you your priority!

[LocoBX]

I think I'm done with it.
I'm just gonna focus on myself.
Do everything possible to better myself.
And try to find enjoyment out of that.
I try to get her to understand, give her a chances.
Nothing good comes out of it.
I guess perfect things can be spoiled and be killed.
I gave her a promise ring in December.
She has broken millions ever since...I told her to take the ring off and break promises without it...atleast dont taint that shit.

I just want to move on so BAD...I actually feel like I hate her.
When we were fighting, I broke two TV's in her house...
That wasn't the right thing to do but I was so done with everything.

I know I'm not a good person and I have anger problems, but some reason I felt like I didn't deserve that treatment from her.

I feel like she values a broken flat screen TV over my broken heart.
It sucks... because

If she came into my house and broke everything, I would just tell my mom I did it, and take the blame.

We're just different people with different natures.
I wouldn't put her to the humiliations and take a dive for her for anything like that.

It seems like she gets more satisfaction out of me paying back for her dad's tv than anything.

Her dad beats her, beat the **** out of her older sister who moved out and was homeless for 3 years and now lives in a ghetto on a flat mattress with a 3 year old daughter and an unemployment boyfriend. This dad provides no money to her or the child. The dad gives my ex no money for school, loans, bills...not a thing. He works at a factory and has a history of anger problems himself.

I hit my girlfriend once.

But today she told me
"You beat me all the time"
"My dad never beat me"

I just can't be with that.
Ever.


Before all this, I told her we could end the relationship in a more healthy way with a memorable romantic night we would never forget and she wold never regret...but she had to blew it.

I already know whats important to her.
Im done, guys.


So I want to move on.
I'm planning to get my certification in personal training, get done with this summer class, get all the ids/licenses I need...make a lot of money, new friends, reach my accolades, and start my senior year of college(going my bachelors). I plan to party a lot and just forget about this bitch completely. I hate that word too, so thats how serious it is.

Only problem her and I go to the same college.

Any suggestions?