afriad to be alone

[Frebbiezadyke]

haha i wish....thats what im trying to do now...its not failing but not working otu as well as it used to...i used to just be able to walk up to any guy or girl and with in 10min be great freidn with them...now once they find otu who i am they get all hesitend and leave

[blue]

so what the hell is wrong with you!? im sure its not as bad as you think. to be honest like said before you just need a break from all the bs and work on taking care of you. in my opinion since you started having sex early maybe its time to call it quits for a while with the hole sex thing. thats what im doing now just taking a break and ya know i love to masterbate

[Frebbiezadyke]

nooooooooooooo i need my sex i have not had sex in weeks (one of the longest times in my life) its so god damn difficult it dont matter how much i masterbait i love the expeatrence i liek beign tied upa dn gagged and i love forplay i cant give up one my passioons in life
and nothings wrong with me its everyone else..there all scared that if they take my side or even talk to me my ex with kill him (i mean litarlly)

[blue]

oh so thats the problem well your ex is a nut and thats what i mean you should take a break this is not good for you and im speaking from experience. i rememer 15 and things will change as you get older but i think if you continue on this path of sex and ex boyfriends you will have even more problems you are searching for something and no one can fulfill what you are looking for till you find yourself and fulfill your self. im not preaching but just speaking from experience ya know.

[Frebbiezadyke]

yeah thanx hun ur real sweet and i undersstnad what ur saying i jsut know if i can really give up sex...lol as it is i cant consitrait on anythin else

[Danog]

All this sex at 15. I for some reason can't help but picture you on a future episode of Maury Povich show on Paternity Tests.

You really need to find another hobby or activity and not get all hell bent on sex.

[Frebbiezadyke]

gee thanx babe ur a real peach....im cafeful when it comes to anything like that....and i dont sleep with jsut anyone...im very picky...and its not a hobby or activity is a passion.....there are people like like sex...and there are people who are good at it.....i happaned to be both =)

[Frebbiezadyke]

another thing that goes along with the whole being alone thing is sleeping....i normaly dont sleep...and i dont have a problem with it...i have proublmes sleeping in a bad bed alone...my mother blames it on the fact that i had to many stuffed animals in the bed when i was younger...i like being held while sleeping its the only true way i sleep good (unless im drugged up then i sleep nice =) ) but anyway..i have not slept alone so many nights in a row for a very long time...not to mention im sleeping at home which is also a new thing for me...i fell like i shouldant be here...and besides that fact that my bed is horribly uncomfy i wake up not knowing where i am...my shrink says it has something to do with displace ment and that its all in my mind....shes normaly right