I know he acts very childish sometimes. Although I'm a year and a half younger than him, both of us know I'm more mature and responsible... and I know he still has to grow up a lot. Everyone tells me to move on, but I have said I won't make an effort to continue having feelings for him, nor I will make an effort to move on. I'll just let things happen naturally, whatever happens, happens. But I'm sure I will be stuck on him for a long time, I'm not the easy-forgetting type. After all, he's the first person I fell in love with, my first boyfriend... this is a whole new situation for me, which I don't know how to deal with. =(