my boyfriend's bffs who are both girls said they are going to dinner with him this sat on fb and he even liked it. I think he told them both! ugh... to believe he would tell them who are also my friends and I knew them before I knew him and one of them i knew since childhood... and they didn't invite me... His only day off is tuesday... I feel like im taking a guilt trip like I shouldnt have tripped out, but i just dont like the fact that he gets mad over these things and it takes forever for him to just stop saying how mad he is and just calm down...

he makes me feel insecure at times. Especially when he says on his b-day he's gonna get hella gifts... from his bffs, he's gonna get something big and expensive and he asked me are you scared? like he has to compare between my cheap a** gift with his friends... I'm not cheap but I don;t have that much money at the moment... I have to save up plus he wants me to surprise him and plan out our vacation with him on his b-day... otherwise he be mad.. I know i would be mad if he doesnt plan out my b-day... sounds like he never had a good birthday with his ex...

I don't like how he saying this jsut to make me worried about other people's gifts... I read in other forums that a girls bf who got gift from another girl was showing it off to his friends. i just worried he gonna put my gift aside. I mean i want to make it special for him but he makes me feel intimidated... I know boyfriend shouldnt be doing that... But I really do like him tho.. and when I saw his pictures on facebook, I got all fluttery inside again... sparks...

But at the same time I'm scared...