recently you told me "i'm always with you, no matter what, no matter how".. I smiled.. and cried.. because I think I knew you were leaving..why did you say that?? when now you dont even want to talk to me.. (oh god I'm losing it again)
recently you told me "i'm always with you, no matter what, no matter how".. I smiled.. and cried.. because I think I knew you were leaving..why did you say that?? when now you dont even want to talk to me.. (oh god I'm losing it again)
HOW COULD YOU DELETE THAT PIC??? you HAD to know how much it would hurt me.. is that what you wanted? if not, how could you do it????????DAMN YOU!!! :''''(
its a power play on his part. dont react to it and it will drive them insane. my girlfriend deleted about 4 pictures of me but left up all the rest of the ones where we were together in
well in any case thats not necessarily a bad thing. you can think of it this way.
Why did he do it.
it means your still in his head. that was just a test what he did, sure you failed that one but granted he will give you another some time down the track, its just a matter of staying in control.
Seriously WTF
I give up I really do.
You send me a text on Monday night and tell me you'd like us to get back together again
On Tuesday night you sent me a text saying you have a lot of thinking to do so I said well if you are interested let me know
On Wednesday you accept an invite to a work event at my work in a couple of weeks time and say you would like to go and thanks for the invite
Tonight you decided you no longer want to reply to my texts that having anything in them to do with us.
Edited to add FFS!! And then you text me to say you can't text me because you are at a function ???? How does that work??? But you will see me on the 17th .. you are taking passive aggresive to a whole new level of ****ed up
FML what is going on in that head of yours?
Actually what is going on in my head I'm not even sure I want to get back with you so how about we just leave it at the NC that was going so well
Last edited by Horseyguy; 02-06-11 at 07:03 PM.
i meet you yesterday and you treat me like a complete stranger no hug or kiss or even hold my hands anymore.....it really hurt me a lot..it really do..i almost pass out when you acted like that to me. But from your eyes i can see glacier of tears is coming out but you held it back and keep strong. Things you do is more harder then i can imagine....i can see no more ring on your right hand....after 4 years of being together we ended up like this? You really shocked when you saw me and at the same time you are happy too...but treating me like a complete stranger is really killing me ..my heart shattered on the ground now...i try to cried so hard but no more tears coming out anymore. When i kissed you in the car spontaneously and you put down your head to hide that your tears is falling down as you drove away from me slowly...how could you choose your family now over me even after 4 years you told me you will marry me and wont leave me no matter what happen...omg my tears is falling down now...please god give me strength to pull my other life to move on...living half a live now im totally blind in the dark i cant see anything now..please god help me....
I just need to talk to you.. but I know I cant.. even if I did I would only get an ice cold response.. so u didnt have time for fb or anything else.. looks like actually the only thing u didnt have time for was me.. what a beautiful poem.. wish I could comment.. wish I could see the deeper meaning.. everything with you always has much deeper meaning.. I guess I realized that after you pointed out a couple things.. then I started seeing the rest.. god.. if only I had known at the time.. everything would be different now..why didnt you give me that chance? you KNOW how different you are..I was just starting to understand everything.. and you shut me out.. who will ever try harder than I did? "Cause everything is never as it seems".. what does that mean?
maybe I need to take a nap if sleep will come.. I'm feeling sick.. partially from too much vodka last night, and partially because I know you are on fb right now.. and nothing to say to me.. or did you say it? was it the poem? what good is it doing me to even try to think about it.. you're not gonna talk to me... GOD I wish I could say all this to you...
It's been a month but you are still everywhere. I can't live without you. I know you moved on but I just can't accept it. I want you back... i need you back... Just give me, us, one chance. Let me show you I can be the man for you. Let me show you I can take care of you. Let me show you how much I love you. The more I try to forget you the more I think about you. Please baby, hear me out. Dump this douche... I'm the one for you...
this is going to be the longest 4 hours of my life................
AT LEAST ****ing respond... come on you at least owe me that
can you really be this coldhearted.... i hope you find happiness... because Im NOT going to be dragged down into hell with you!!!!
i have to let go is it? why would you even say good bye to me? you wanted me to wait for you?
I wish I had never responded to your stupid message about us getting back together. I feel like I'm back to where I was two weeks ago and didn't sleep at all last night
Why just throw me a line of hope and then just ignore me for the next two weeks until we meet. That is just so screwed, well tough because I'm not waiting for you to decide what you want.