Originally Posted by
Gigabitch
Can you think of anything that screams insecurity more than constantly telling people "boys want me".?
lol.. oh yeah.. and I totally play on that.. deep deep insecurity.. and guys DO want her.. she has guys asking her out all the time.. taking her on dates.. paying for her stuff.. the works.. the one thing they all share in common is that they express their feelings to her.. they just can't resist but to let her know.. and after that point.. she loses interest in them.. and tells them.. "you're a really good friend".. flashback.. it's worth highlighting.. "FRIEND".. a friend that pays for everything and goes out of their way for me.. but no.. she's made it clear that she wants nothing to do with them that way..
anyway.. yeah.. she pretty much feels that need to be wanted.. 24/7 by as many guys as she meets.. so.. I caught onto that way before we started talking.. and I abuse that to the extream... I never make it clear to her whether I like her.. she'll try to up the flirting over the phone.. but I just casually respond.. and don't take it to a high enough level.. always have her on her toes.. it's never clear to her if I like her or don't.. and the best part is.. she can't say something direct like "do you like me"? so she'll never know unless I tell her.. which i'm not about to.. mostly because I don't think I really do.. but it drives her NUTS!
anyway.. strongly reconsidering.. mostly because.. today.. the girl which makes my heart melt.. (besides Tiay).. was standing outside my class reading the kite runner.. so I talk to her.. ask her what she's doing for her b-day.. she's having a suprise party her friends are throwing for her, so it's not really a suprise for her anymore.. and that I ask her what she's doing after exams are over.. and she just said "working".. so I asked.. well, i'll give you a call so we can go out sometime after the 22nd, go see the tree and stuff.. she said "ok".. she didn't say "yeah! definitely".. she just said "ok".. and then.. after my class was over (2 hours long).. she was still there.. on the same floor, (she didn't have classes today at all, so she didn't have to stay there).. so I go over to her again and ask.. hey, wanna go get some lunch? i'm leaving now anyway.. and she said "oh no, thanks, I just had a cookie"... WTF?!?!? lol.. I don't know.. but i've never herd a worst excuse in my life.. at least that's how I took it.. but I haven't said no to it completely..
mostly because.. I've still left the option open to call her after the 22nd.. which i'm going to.. i'm counting down the days.. a clear NO is if she makes up some story that something came up.. or she's going to be doing something THAT day.. and THAT OTHER day.. and she won't be able to.. blah blah.. that'll translate to just leave me alone.. got it.. and I hope that doesn't happen.. so I don't know whether to be excited or not..
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