Lloyd. It's a secret. Well, not really, I want to see if I get that job first, you know, before I unseal my lips and tell everyone about the location. Superstitious.
And it's true that you end up living for your kids which is a good thing. I still am trying to balance living for my son with what I want out of life and how to do it and maintain pride. What I'm learning is when I seek happiness with another person, it oftens compromises my pride. So now, I need to get far away from that person, and be content with living for my son and for me.