A Bad Everything

[vashti]

You do realize there are some seriously deformed and ugly people walking around out there, don't you? Don't you think it is rather insensitive of you to be whining about your (normal) looks when there are people out there who really ARE suffering?

[yppiZ]

Don't you think it is rather insensitive of you to be whining about your (normal) looks when there are people out there who really ARE suffering?

Yes I do, but still, if your 18 and you're a virgin who's hardly touched a girl in his life.. Yeah, keep calling me what you've been, but it does eat away at me every once in a while. And I grew up in a very stereotypical world, I was always that kid in a pile of guys who had that long surfers' hair and perfectly carved faces.

[Junket]

Yes I do, but still, if your 18 and you're a virgin who's hardly touched a girl in his life..

I didn't touch a girl until I was 20.

I think we're all waiting for a reason for giving the special attention you've been getting so far.

You feel compelled to live up to the standards of gay, blonde pricks.

Go shave your head and put on a pair of boots and get your ass to a local pub. You'll fit in with the skins no problem.

[yppiZ]

I think we're all waiting for a reason for giving the special attention you've been getting so far.

Wait, what now?

[miSSleepy]

yppiZ, I give you my word, you are not ugly or deformed, not even close to it. Maybe the people you grew up around are just extreme idiots, I don't know. I know I used to get very depressed about my appearance ... I saw ugliness and deformities too, and I got told i was ugly and guys were repelled! But i don't see that anymore, and for some reason neither do they

[Mish]

Yes I do, but still, if your 18 and you're a virgin who's hardly touched a girl in his life.. Yeah, keep calling me what you've been, but it does eat away at me every once in a while. And I grew up in a very stereotypical world, I was always that kid in a pile of guys who had that long surfers' hair and perfectly carved faces.

yippiZ, it seems like you've developed some kind of an inferiority complex. There is nothing wrong with you physically (as far as I can tell anyway). It's all in your head. You need to find a way to look at yourself from a positive perspective.

[LostNotFound]

Wow........
Anyway, yeah, I can work on myself, meaning I can reach my life goals career wise. Although the whole "women and marriage" thing.. With my hideous body and terrible personality? I won't be expecting any miracles.

nobody id hideous. it annoys me when people are not happy with themselves. if your not happy with yourself how can you expect others to be happy with you? i also think there is someone for everyone so you just gota find them.

as for all the girls that run away with your friends there sluts not worth having.

[LostNotFound]

Yes I do, but still, if your 18 and you're a virgin who's hardly touched a girl in his life.. Yeah, keep calling me what you've been, but it does eat away at me every once in a while. And I grew up in a very stereotypical world, I was always that kid in a pile of guys who had that long surfers' hair and perfectly carved faces.

i'm a virgin almost 20 my virgin boyfriend is 20 and we both hadn't even kissed anyone till we kissed eachother and even then we was both 19! just coz your 18 doesnt mean you have to be a nonvirgin,

i like guys with long hair. and i wrote the above post before i saw the pics and you look normal. you look how your meant to look like a kid from high school.

this thread sorta reminded me about something from bowling for columbine - the guy said 'nobody said to these kids that they'll leave high school and never have to look back' ..well you've left now don't look back. move on. go to college - there are 100s of girls at college.

[Gigabitch]

You're old enough to take responsibility for your own future now. It sounds like you're living in a mystical land populated by nothing but assholes (I'm guessing you're from L.A.)

Why don't you get the hell out of there? First, I suggest you take a little trip to Missouri, where you'll be considered a hottie, even if you grow that neck beard back. Then, why don't you head on over to someplace really poverty-stricken, like Haiti, and spend some time checking out what actual misfortune is. After that, go get a job and do something with yourself besides moping.

If you still feel like shooting yourself after that but still don't have the cojones, come back here and tell us. One of the regs will be happy to oblige you.

[vashti]

Bah! I love Los Angeles!

[Gigabitch]

Yeah, but that's because you're fabulous.

[Mish]

You're old enough to take responsibility for your own future now. It sounds like you're living in a mystical land populated by nothing but assholes (I'm guessing you're from L.A.)

Giga, you are like the 9th person I know who has described LA in this way. I'm starting to develop some disriminatory feelings about the place without actually ever being there.

[vashti]

Los Angeles is both wonderful and terrible. There are certainly shallow people here (as there are everywhere), but the diversity is unmatched. I think the shallow people all moved to Orange County because it is less diverse.

[yppiZ]

..well you've left now don't look back. move on. go to college - there are 100s of girls at college.

Well, I'm still in High School, but it's my last year. By the way, I didn't really want to kill myself because my terrible life, I wanted to kill myself because I felt that I have no place here. I tried once with 100+ pills in my stomach and I was caught, then I was sent to the psychiatric hospital for a week, which only reinforced the suicidal stuff.

Ever feel like you could be the most romantic person in the world? But all the dumb shit keeps popping in front of you preventing you from being that?

[vashti]

Ugh. I just got a glimpse of my next clinical rotation. (Psych.)