no offense meant towards you man, but this is kinda stupid.
maybe its just uv never felt close to somebody before. maybe u just want her to be that special somebody. but dude, youv never met her in person, you have no clue what shes like. for all you know she could be some freak that does drugs, already has a kid, smells bad, is very moody and/or much worse. you have no idea who this person is. you just know them from what they tell you. and whos to say she hasnt been lying out her ass the entire time?
can i ask how you two met?
i personally think you need to get out in the world and meet people, make lots of friends, meet girls, and you will find one you really like and vis versa. if ur not that social then maybe its time to learn/try.
you need to get ur head outa ur as and get out in the world.
im really not trying to be an asshole here. im honestly trying to hlp you, or make sense to you
and no offense, but there is no way you can actually love this girl already. some people take a long time, some it doesnt. i dont. my ex and i fell for each other in less than a month of dating. we had been talking for a month before we started dating. and we had started dating right before school got out for the summer(about a week before), so we hung out everyday like all day (when summer came around).