Well, I finally got through to my therapist and successfully formed into words where I'm at with Dave right now. Left his office actually smiling because he told me he thinks it's a good place to be and that it sounds like I'm being rational about my future and what I want to do for myself. I don't think he'll be reverting back to his same diagnosis anymore.. Talked to HIA on the phone the whole walk back to campus. And I got my textbooks, so that's good too...plus, I managed to finally watch a movie (Gone with the Wind) I've always wanted to see but never played despite having it in my collection. It was just as brilliant as I thought it would be.