Last year there was this girl in my uni class that I really liked. I started talking to her and we became friends, then she gave me her phone number and agreed to go out with me when I asked her out. Then when the time came she asked to post pone it because she was busy with work. Then when the other date came she asked to post pone it again. I called her out on it and she confessed that she has a boyfriend. I didn't say anything, but I was pissed that she acted in this shifty way to both me and her SO.
Yesterday I saw her again in my new class. I started talking to her to find out how she's been. She talked to me and then started ignoring me. That made me feel really angry. First because I remembered last year, second because she was incredibly rude thinking that I still wanted to go out with her just by asking her how she was, third because I was angry at myself that I ever liked this rotten person to begin with. She pretends to be nice so hard that when you look at her you'd think she's some kind of an angel, she really has gotten everybody around her fooled , but deep down inside she's just an insecure looser. Now I have to be in the same class with this asswipe that makes me want to throw up whenever I see her and since it's a small class I see her everywhere. I just can't believe how much I can't stand her. She makes me want to verbally annihilate her.
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~