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I don't know, and I've been puzzling about it all day. Does being disabled in some way alter the fact that they've driven a car with a bomb in it into a schoolyard full of children? Make it more understandable, somehow? Most of these bombings are carried out against other middle-easterners with idealogical disagreements, not against us. I simply can't wrap my head around the idea. Apparently, I'm very close-minded because I cannot bring myself to see things from that perspective. I can't really understand zealotry of any kind.
I'm zeal-disabled.








One of my colleagues says that he and I are the only guys that actually shoveled shit for a living before being in academia. Probably true. The rest of em haven't broken a sweat. I'm a harder worker, I don't know if I'm a smarter worker. I make things work because I get frustrated with re-hashing papers and ideas ad nauseam. Some folks will work and idea over for a decade and then publish it in "the" top journal. I will make it work and publish it in six months in "a" top journal...the cream of the crop, but not the cream of the cream of the crop. Ultimately, I don't believe in what I do. To me, its a game pure and simple...a publication game. I like it. Its fun. It makes the days go by pleasantly. It keeps me away from everyday life. Neither good not bad...just not by nature an academic personality.
