I cut him slack believing that it was mostly my fault. maybe I shouldn't have brought up him not saying "I love you" back after a year and I should've been fine with rolling with it, never discussing future, not being asked to meet his family or even talk on phone (they're overseas) or him never even telling me a thing about them.
I want to know what to say when we finally talk again to let him know I'm not neurotic and I've changed