Well you have to be certain about what you want, you have to be prepared for whatever is to happen, and you have to be logical about your decisions even if your emotions are screaming at you to do something. Your uncertainty is really holding you prison in this. You have to change that to certainty to really have a firm grip on everything.
The first question is: what do you want? Do you want to be in a relationship or do you want to be single? And no "I only want to be in a relationship with him..but I rather be single". One or the other. You have to know what you want before you take that next step.
Waking up next to a beautiful girl,
Step outside and say hello to my beautiful world.