What hope does a horrible person have?

[woody]

Your lonely but you are reaching out and this is good news for you. I'd try the online dating sites again and next time, don't be so picky. You'd be pleasantly surprised at how many quality ladies take some time to find but they are out there.

Yes, good on the book thing. Jitterbug Perfume by Tom Robbins. If nothing else, it will cheer you up. Scouts honour.

[Wakeup]

Sigh. It's really sad that I get labeled as a troll just because I have legitimate reasons for what I'm saying. What a jerk I am for not being able to magically give myself enough money to afford professional help, huh?

Here's some more troll food...
There are options for poor people that need psychological help. Why don't you go see your doctor and pay the fee he requires to refer you to some of them?