The choking thing didn't happen often. I'd say maybe once every 12-15 sessions... and the choking wasn't anything big.
She did enjoy dirty name calling and dirty talking and she did enjoy roleplaying. A lot of women like those two things. It's not like we're re-enacting rape scenes.
I don't chase, I replace.
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"Why are you an atheist?"
"because I paid attention in science class."
She didn't live in some really bad area. I didn't ask for the details. We talked about it and I wanted to drop the conversation because the rapes really did mess with her head a little bit. There would be times we'd be having sex and then she'd actually have a flashback to the rape (and I'm talking that we were just going doggy or missionary... nothing kinky) and she'd actually start to cry... so I'd immediately stop and spend the next hour just holding her and comforting her.
I don't chase, I replace.
Nah. There's no reason for me to really get offended by it. She and I might not even get back together.
It's not like she's an emotional wreck all the time. She just has her moments. When we're together, we really do have so much fun together. There's only been a few times that we've had sex that she's ended up crying... I'd say probably 5 out of the at least 50 times. And it's understandable. She had an ex that made her have sex with him even if she didn't want to... and that was as recent as I believe three years ago.
I really do love this girl and that's the ONLY reason I'm willing to put up with what I've put up with so far, because I know that in time, she's going to get over everything that's happened to her emotionally and I want to be there when it happens.
I don't chase, I replace.