i finally deleted all of my voicemails from my ex today. I know a year later I just couldn't bear to hear his voice and him saying he loved me. but I had to go through them today so i finally deleted them. It's pathetic but I am kinda still shocked he broke up with me because we were so happy and so good together. It's been over a year and I still feel like we should be together. It makes me feel so pathetic but I loved him so much.