^ This one is going to do just fine, I think.
^ This one is going to do just fine, I think.
Second thoughts can generally be amended with judicious action; injudicious actions can seldom be recovered with second thoughts.
--Cyteen by C.J.Cherryh
Oh Tremolo, bless you this has made me cry, but in such a good way - thank you so much for your kind words. I'm an emotional wreck these past 2 months but these were happy tears for once!
I can relate very much your posts here and I recognise you too from them as a beautiful, talented and strong woman; you deserve much, much better than what you've had to deal with and I am very glad that you realise that. It is clear that he has made a huge mistake letting you go, he too will realise in time but by then you will be long gone and happy in a whole life without him, it's only then that he will reflect upon this decision and regret it so greatly. I'm so sorry that you have experienced pain like this, it is absolutely gut wrenching and just awful and I would not wish it on anybody.
We both deserve much better. I don't know but I'm willing to hazard a guess that you would never have caused him the pain which he has caused you - I certainly would not have hurt my ex the way he's hurt me. Who are they to be so brutal and cold to us, two people who did and felt so much for them?
I have absolutely no doubt that you will find someone wonderful now that you are your own person again, someone who would not be so blinded as to cause such pain to such a lovely person. Thank you again for your comment!
I hope that you are well, take good care xxx
I forgot what color your eyes are.
Seriously...
"All is fair in love and war." - Francis Edward Smedley
It enrages me how you think I'm upset because you dumped me instead of the fact you ****ED ANOTHER MAN! Do you have any emotions at all? My god, I'm going through such an emotional trauma right now and you're "perfectly okay." I should have never put so much faith into you.
I got 99 problems, but an emotionally deficient, narcissistic man-child isn't one.
You say you want the love of your life. One day you will realize you let go of a true diamond while you were too busy collecting stones.
Please just leave me alone.
Remember when you asked if I still have your Liverpool FC away kit t-shirt? Funny story. I decided last minute to go to this cop & robber party and I needed a robber mask. Technically I still have 80% of it.
And out of all the things you took without asking, I'm still pissed off about my Jack Daniel's keychain. It was a gift from a friend and you knew it. It still didn't stop you from taking it off my bloody keys. And I bet you lost it when you were drunk you poor excuse for a man.
what is with your god dam affection still lingers me? leave me alone god dammit !
Just what the hell do you feel I need to "WAKE UP" to??? To what we had? To what we lost? To my "mental illness"? To your innocence in it all? Look...I KNOW exactly everything I did wrong in our relationship. I KNOW! If you were so damn innocent in it all I would reach out to you and offer amends and a damn hug. But you weren't and I won't. Not this time.
One last time I post on here before mod will remove my Id as I wanted. I have realised that I put my love to a wrong person who don't understand me, I opened my Fb to public and I wanted you to taste some hurt. But it doesn't matter anymore. You don't deserve to have my love. That's all I can say before I get mad and be harsh. Be happy as you are trying to show.
That drunkie text was a mistake that I shouldn't have sent. I don't need you to understand anything anymore. I don't have that energy to hurt anymore. Wish you luck in your life.
Bye.
The only thing to wake up to is reality and the loss of my dream. I've already done that. Reality is that you and I were never compatible. Period! Sure...we had some amazing times together and those are why I still sit here at this ****ing computer and type out messages to you that I hope you never see! So why do I do it? I'm voicing my side of things! MY SIDE! I do have my own opinions, perspectives and I do own half of the story!
Err no I don't want to stay friends and what's with the after some time has past thing anyway? I dumped you 3 months ago because YOU didn't feel in love so now you think it's ok to chuck me the but I want to remain friends line and then say maybe at some point down the track.
Bugger off you dim witted cretin I seriously want nothing more to do with you. A friendship with you just means mre banging my head against the wall trying to figure out what you can't tell me because you can't communicate. How exactly us being friends is going to change that. Go see a shrink and tell him your problems ffs. I really don't want to hear them