Just saw this message...
This is kind of everything in a nutshell. Met her in dark times yes, thought she was gorgeous and its a romantic situation. Though it took more than that to progress after rehab and was like we'd never been apart. So opposite to each other, that worried her at first but gave us so much to talk about, that she loved it in the end, remimicsing! Ahh! Yeah the sis thing is very real. She's paranoid about anyone knowing even my friends, so If she is to introduce a boyfriend it would have to be one who has a house, possibly job or at least looking, and for rehab to have been all a dream hehe.
The last text, yep was about the video poem I sent saying she missed me and would watch it every monday to boost her week hehe. Whether she does that or not, perhaps not now!
Yeah I wish she would have sent more, almost thought we were on communicating terms again until I asked her how her day was the next day and she said we still got to wait till feb!
Woody you've been amazing (and everyone else too) it really does make me realise that the world is full of such kind hearted people, willing to help someone else in a bit of trouble over the other side of the world, can't thank you enough!
P.S. do you want to see the video i made for her bday? Normally wouldn't dare show anyone else in person I'd be too embarrassed! Bit cheesy maybe? Though she likes that! Though an opinion from you would be great! Its only 5 mins but no pressure, if you do then tell me a place where I can send you the link (PM on here? Or email?) Cant post links on here yet and obv dont want it public
I take thats a no hehe....
Complained to doctor that prozac was not good for my sleep and I didn't want to end up with SSRI induced impotence so am now on 15mg Mirtazapine. Re-start the schedule all over again now, apparently these work within 1-2 weeks instead of 6 so thats good, hope it works.