Hi everybody... I'm feeling sick inside about my situation, and hope you can give me some useful advice. 3 years ago I met "Jason" and it was love at first sight for me. We had a brief, yet intense and very passionate relationship which ended with him suddenly breaking up with me because he wasn't ready to settle down yet. He still kept in touch on some level after that. I was absolutely devastated over the breakup, but soon met "Steve" who also just got out of a relationship and we basically we entered a rebound relationship. Everything changed when despite using birth control I got pregnant. We committed to raising our daughter together, and over time I started to form real feelings for him and stopped thinking about the ex and we have a pretty happy life together. He proposed to me 2 months ago and we are planning a wedding.
Recently I found out through a mutual friend that Jason has many regrets over what happened and that he still has feelings for me. I was completely shocked by this revelation, I had no idea he even thought about me anymore. All the feelings I thought went away came rushing back like a ton of bricks. I typed up an email to him and deleted it before I could press send.
Do I contact him to find out if what I am feeling is real? Should I tell my fiance how I'm feeling? Is it normal pre-wedding nerves? Anyone been in this situation? Any advice and insight would be helpful.