My mum came into my room last night, i had a headache and i was so tired n she walked in takin the mic out of the film i was watchin n she wouldnt be quiet after she saw me take paracetamol for a headache. i told her to "shut up" but not meaning in a nasty way, just in a way she says it to me sometimes. now shes takin that the wrong way. she then went to bed n i had my door open n she shouted "ur turning into a right b**** u are!" so i shut my door, turned off my film n went to sleep ignorin her.
i woke up this morning n i went to get my breakfast n sat down in the livin room watchin the tv when mum was on the other chair. after about 50 mins of lookin at her i said to her 'are we going to keep doin this? the silent treatment?' she replied 'It doesnt bother me, u hurt my feelings last night'. but she does it to me all the time, my dad is always letting me down too. So then i went upstairs got back down when i saw my friends coming and walked out the door without her seeing me. i just haven't stopped thinking about it all day. i still dont feel to good n this has only made it worse. i can't stop worrying. i was walkin home not too long ago and i didn't want to come back. i still wish i hadn't. i walked through the door n got no reply. So im here asking this question.
I told her sorry this morning and i really meant it and she said 'no its not bloody good enough' but what else is there to do? she says it to me? or is it just me in general? can she not stick me? does she hate me? there have also been little arguments between us like mother n teenage daughter. but the thing is, shes so rude all the while. she has no manners what so ever, where as i do and im a bit more serious. she's always setting people off into moods n she never listens to me. i really want us to make up but what is good enough then sorry?