honestly i think that you're bring yourself down. you're letting all these bad thoughts get to you. holding on to someone that doesn't show you the same feelings in return is a waste of time in my eyes because you're holding on to nothing. believe me i was there, or still kinda am. this is why i'm been down for the past how many weeks but i'm learning to see things differently. it's pointless to want something that you're not bound to have. being there are many others that will cherish what you have to often, you should take your business elsewhere. it will get you out of the hole that you're feeling stuck in and shine new light upon your dreams. raverboy
...this is just my perspective on the situation...