Hey again everyone
So yeh i calmed a bit down now... and when i have notting to do i start thinking.... i hate that ofc xD
the point is that the girl im together with is... how do i say it... she knows a guy thats a bit older then her... and a few years older then me...
they knew ecother from the summer hollyday and i only known her from (well not to long bifor i joind this forum) and even if its just in game... (YES its a game... makes me feel like a retard i kno) she spend much time with him when hes on... though hes not much on... just few hours a day... and if he somethimes stays a bit late up then goes off, she usally heads off at the same time even though i am on and sure wud like to talk to her (not that i told her i wanna talk, just that i also wanna talk to her) but again i talk to her bifor hes on and stuff... and it makes me feel so bad and mean... chos i got the feeling she liked (or still like) him somewhat and thats there.... i just dunno how to say it but i have the feeling theres something... and i dont wanna ask her abouth it chos it makes me feel stupid and like an idiot... its like "Do you like that guy? do you love him or have feelings for him?" yet she acualy is together with me... and i worrie to much... but i cant spend time with her in RL chos she lives a bit far away... i whas at her this weekend though for the first time and it whas fun and it made me ease on the feeling... ofc intil we headed on the computers and she started playing with him...
other reason since i also am a bit nervus is chos i once like this girl that i knew for a long time and i lost her (never whas together with her though but proparly werent long from it eather.... though at this time im acualy happy notting happend with us) to a guy thats in the same age...
so my question is... from what i kno theres alot of people that are in the teenagers of 3-4 years difference are together... the guy is abouth 18years old or soon 18 and the girl is yunger... so is there acualy something with it? like is there a special reason for it?
this is really silly of me and i shud stop worrying but i guess some people out there understand how i feel, good thing is that soon i might be living like 3hours away from her for 4-6months.... witch make me alot happyer i just hope things turns out good... and i hope some of you people are able to answer anny of these questions xD if it made anny sence
Thanks