Hey everybody!
I just needed to talk/write right now because I'm hurt. Is that ok? I took a day off and not feeling too well. None of my friends are available to talk to me.
I was broken up yesterday by my exotic-dancer girlfriend, whom I met two weeks ago in her club.
Needless to say, it was awesome!
However, I wanted more, yes, more, perhaps, yes, a long-lasting, meaningful relationship...
The sex was amazing. We made passionate love, our warm bodies lit by the soft glow of apple-cherry scented candles.
We went out to dinner and savored each minute of ourselves, like one would a fine French wine.
We had serious conversations, about trust, respect, our future together, you know, all that stuff.
I thought about presenting her to my parents (with a bit more clothes on).
Going to the zoological butterfly exhibit, to kiss her lips surrounded by the graceful dance of thousands of butterflies, the weekend after she was due to visit her probation officer.
Yet, well, I just got dumped. Suddenly. Unexpectedly. Just like that. I need to find myself she wrote to me on her SMS. I don't know what I want. I really like you and I still want to see you, but I need to know who I am first.
And I am left, alone yet again, with only my tears to console my aching heart.
G.