I've known this girl for a while now and starting having feelings for her last winter. I've asked her out before and confessed through a letter I wrote to her (explaining my feelings), and I can tell that she doesn't like me back and just wants to be friends (like we've been for about a year). That was two weeks ago, but I still can't get over her no matter how hard I try.
I feel like I still have a chance but I know I don't. I've admitted that the best thing for me is to move on, but then I kid myself, saying that "Hey maybe she'll say yes". Granted I don't think about her as much now, but I still like her (a lot). She's one of those girls who always seem really happy and flirty all the time, and I can't deal with these mixed signals anymore. She's still pretty much friendly to me, but I just don't know what to do from here; do I try again?
There's one part of me that expects a "Yes" from her (because she never really told me what she felt), but the other just says I'm stupid for even trying again. What do I do?
PS Sorry for rambling