I am 19 years old and i broke up with my girlfriend of about 18 months about 5 weeks ago. We had many ups and downs in our relationship but we love each other very much and actually still do. We were each others first time for intercourse and we had an absolutely amazing sex life. We broke up because i was going through a hard time and she thought i lost interest in the relationship but i didn't really. I assumed that she knew i still wanted us but we had never talked of marriage during our relationship. Also porn caused her many many pains and after we broke up she said she would have to get over hurdles.
I'm currently in the process of just trying to wait things out as we have given each other space. I need to okay for now as I am in college and my grades are showing. I have quite a love story to tell and for people to give criticism and thoughts on what they think. I love this girl more than anyone else in the world and we both said we could still see ourselves with each other in the future and promised abstinence for 2 years to each other.
Thanks