I feel so unlovable, ugly and undeserving of love. My 20 year old sister hooked me up with this cuban guy she friended on myspace. I started talking/texting him on the phone and about a week or two later he slowly stopped calling/texting me.
He'd say he'd call or text at a certain time and then he wouldn't. Or, he'd not call/text for days at a time and then call/text me days later acting as if everything was all fine.
I don't know what I did wrong and I feel like a worthless piece of crap-- not deserving a guy's love and affection. This was my first relationship-- now I feel like all my relationships will end the same way (rejection).
How do I get over this fear of rejection and what did I do wrong to make him completely stop calling/texting?