A few days ago, my girlfriend of two years broke up with me. She said she didn't love me anymore, and tonight she was out with someone else and told me she kissed him and had a hickey on her neck. We're still in high school, she's a senior, I'm a junior. I know you guys will say how there are other people out there, and how I'll get over it, but I'm completely dead inside, I'm a human shell. We've been through so much, I know more about her than I know about myself. In less than a week, school's over, and she's gonna graduate. After she graduates, she's going off to basic training and AIT (advanced individual training) for seven months. The guy she likes is also in the national guard, but they are gonna be in different countries during those seven months. What she has done to me is so unexplainably painful, I've seriously considered taking my life, my dad has a revolver in his closet. My friend told me to come on here and post, so I'm doing that. I'm so depressed that I can't move much, and exams start this Friday, and I'm going to do miserably. I don't honestly think anyone will be able to help me, but he told me to make the thread. I want to die on the outside like I did on the inside.