I know this seems long, but just in need of some advice.
So, setting the scene, i've been with my boyfriend for about 5 months. Recently he told me that he felt he wasn't emotionally available but I find that hard to believe as he has none of the characteristics of someone like that, other than a few weeks ago when he admitted he didn't actually love me. Bummer. I think he thought he was jumping in too quick. He says he's going to try to make this work but I feel like I might be getting strung along, although he's the sweetest guy and I know he wouldn't want to hurt me.
On the other side of my life, I played a gig the other day, and this other band was there. There was something about this guitarist playing, I couldn't shake it. I sound crazy but I just couldn't help looking at him. It's one of those weird feelings like I had to know who he was and felt like I should know him in some way. Cue two days later, I have no idea who he is still, i went to an open mic, and there he was. Like ****ing fate or something. Did some asking around and found out who he was. I swear this is so weird but I just have this really strong feeling about this guy, like i'm compelled to talk to him.
So with these two things going on, I don't know what to do. I feel like if I start talking to this guy I might get emotionally attached.. In the way I am with my boyfriend. But then wtf is going on with my boyfriend?! Do I leave it and wait to see how our relationship goes? Or does this urge to talk to this new guy mean that deep down I don't want to be in a relationship anymore? I honestly don't know what's going through my head and I need some advice.