i think im heart broken.
i wanna talk about it, but not to someone i know. so im sorry if im about to waste your time.
i took a math class in the summer. and there was a boy named ronnie who sat next to me the second day of class.
he said hi to me and i thought to myself, hm, what a good looking guy. nothing more nothing less. he's half white half asian.
ever since then, he'd sit next to me if the seats were vacant.
a few times he missed class, he had asked for my notes eventhough he was friends with some people in that class.
i'd catch him staring at me, and he would just smile when i stare back.
eventually it became sort of a mutual thing. we'd always park our cars next to each other and walk to them together after class etc.
but we never really had a real non-school related long conversation.
a few days before our finals, he had asked me if i wanted to study together.
as i was working part time, i told him i dont have the schedule to meet up with him for several hours.
finals came up, got done, he just left. didnt ask for my number or anything.
at first i was like whatever im probably just bummed because he was cute and seems very sweet.
but now i miss him. it sounds stupid cause it was just supposed to be a crush.
but every since our finals which was about week ago, i've been hoping he'd get a hold of me somehow....