I feel like every week I go through a cycle... the beginning of the week is bad. Monday and Tuesday I think about him alot, sometimes I cry... I reminisce, feel that I'm never gonna meet someone who will compare to him. I miss him and want him back. As the week goes on, Wednesday & Thursday-ish, I don't care as much. I'm still somewhat upset, but I don't notice, I'm focusing on other things, I'm busy, it's not bothering me. Once the weekend comes, Friday through Sunday, I'm fine! I go out with friends, drink, have a blast, I'm laughing, meeting other guys, not even thinking about him much. But then it's like, once Monday comes back... I feel crappy again. It's getting better each time the week rolls around, but there's still that missing/longing feeling and I don't know why it seems to happen once the week starts. I had a dream about my ex last night where we were sitting in his car holding each other and talking and it felt real, and I woke up and felt depressed and sad. Is this weird? Why do you think it hits me more towards the start of the week?