Well, I'm a guy and well, I'm not good with this stuff. I'm so confused with whats going on between me and my girlfriend (I think, I really don't know tbo). Here's the story..
We got together in January and when we first met I was comforting her because another guy was treating her like shit and just messing her around. I wasn't to sure if I was just being used as a replacement at first so I didnt just jump straight in with both feet. About a week and afew days after we first met once we had chatted etc we got together and it was great, I was over the moon. Then I kinda fell in love with her, she seemed perfect in my eyes, and still does tbo. So about 4-5 weeks later she breaks up with me, and says she loves someone else (the guy who was messing her around) more than me. I was heartbroken, and I just didn't know what to do. I just told her how I felt and kinda scraped up my pieces and accepted it. She then rang me the day after and she wanted to be with me, so I just thought I had abit of a chance of getting the person I love in my arms again. Then we kinda feel out and I just accepted that I wasn't going to have her heart again. She then contacted me saying that she missed me and that and we had a chat, she seems off though, but I just tried as much as I can and we got back together and started our relationship again. It was all fine for afew months, we argued now and then but we were kinda under each others feet alot and just spend hell of alot of time talking and stuff. Her family really liked me and my family the same to her. But then she started getting agressive with me last week and was getting annoyed with me alot. I'm quite an understanding person so I just took it on the chin and realised that she had stressful stuff going on with exams and that. Then monday she texts me saying it's over. I was like wtf really, I loved the girl and my heart was just twisted and sewed around with feelings. She told me that she loved that guy more than me again. It really did cut me up inside, I'd tried so hard to make her happy, gave her everything I have, and never let her down once. She told me that she was confused and stuff and being understand, I took that on the chin aswell and just thought I had to give her what she needs because I don't want to loose her.
Now I'm just really confused though. She said she had made a mistake the morning after and that, and came around my house yesterday and said she wants to be with me, just nothing to serious. I was like okay, just give it time. But then today she's like "I feel alot better now since we had that chat about us being friends". It really made me feel like I had just been chucked out and throw to the dogs. After everything I did for her, everything I gave her, she just didn't seem like it cares at all to her.
I really don't know what to do, I wish I could just get this girl back as mine. She's really nice, but has had a troubled childhood with her parents and stuff and was forced to grow up fast. She's really quite mature for her age as well as myself.
Any ideas on what I can do? I've just ignored her today because I seen her and she looked so beautiful, I couldn't stand how I couldn't just run up to her and give her a kiss and a hug. It's really confusing me.