Okay, here's the deal.
I just got back from an interview to work at Office Depot (yay...), these people were desperate, that this lady was ready to hire me on the spot. Thing is though, when we started to discuss availability, normally I'm thinking "yeah, I could totally work night and weekends".
But then I hesitated.
The only time I would ever be able to see Amy is on weekends.
So I inquired about the weekends, said I wasn't sure about them for school reasons. She said specifically that everybody had to work at least one day of the weekend.
Shit.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
I'm about ready to give up this job opportunity.
Granted I could just go to work at this shitty place and start rakin' in the pay (only 7.50 anyway), but I don't need to hurt my reputation by pullin' somethin' where I quit or get fired because I want to take off and I can't.
That place was already short staffed and she was very adamant about my specific availability.
I don't have problems work nights and weekends. I really don't.
Or at least I didn't...until now.
Part of me is slapping me in the face right now, tellin' me to get a grip, and that I need to start bringing in the money consistently. Not to suggest I'm tight on it or anything.
I know at my old job GameStop, the scheduling was very very flexible.
I'm considering going back to that if I can.
I'm also considering other work opportunities where the demand isn't so high.
I don't see Amy that much...what an understatement that is...anyway, I don't see her that much to begin with, I would virtually end up seeing her almost not at all if I commit myself to a job like that, on top of me starting tech school full time in March.
Is it ridiculous that I'm putting that want/need above money?