Really? Is Einstein inherently more worthy than me? In my opinion; Hell yes! Of course, he is also just a mortal human and is equal to me in that respect.. but that
does not pertain to relationships!
ok, so say there's this beautiful, smart, funny, wonderful and popular girl. And she's dating this guy who is kinda overweight.. has no ambition or job, is socially completely out of touch, and doesn't even treat her as well as she treats him.
are you honestly gonna say "hey, they're both mortal, so they're totally equal.." or are you going to say "what on earth is she doing with him, she could do so much better.."
you see what I mean?
are we talking about my SO here? I didn't mean to imply that couples must be equal in IQ to feel 'balanced'. Heck IQ doesn't really mean all that much. But if one partner has a much broader vocabulary and is often the one bringing up interesting/intelligent conversation, it will lead to the other partner feeling kinda stupid in comparison.
"wow, congratulations on graduating, getting this amazing score, getting all these amazing recommendations, getting into this amazing gradschool, releasing your amazing album.. oh, what's up with me? oh, nothing, still in the same unknown college.. no.. I haven't found a job yet.."
and don't tell me that this wouldn't made you feel a bit silly in comparison!
This happens on many levels, in all relationships. Heck, i'm sure some of you have seen the "I love you, I love you too" pattern, where one partner initiates it for a while, then the other does because they become aware that they haven't been saying it enough.
after a while, you just suddenly realise stuff like that. hey, he's often dressed perfectly when I'm a mess.. what must he think of me? Or hey, he studies more than me. Or she does favours for me more than I do for her... or she is more romantic.. or.. etc.
And then you're stuck there, remembering all the times that this happened, cringing about the fact that you didn't notice before, wondering how your SO is putting up with it, etc.. and while doing so, you forget all the things you do for them