I agree. Lol it's like you're playing games with yourself. Something good happened and you've decided you're going to destroy it. Hiding numbers from yourself seems like a good start... Wait. Maybe your're right... you are going to destroy it. Okay, sorry, I digress. Just chill out and go with the flow. You just met her. You haven't even known her a month. She could turn into a demon when she pms's.. don't tell her you love her right away. Just feel things out. Don't complicate things, sounds like you're over analyzing..
“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” ~ Dr. Seuss