I'm here for advice. I really need help.
I am not young, about 30. But I have never had a bf before. I know it sounds so wierd. I know I am not les. I know I like guys. But the thing is every time I start to date someone. The first date may go well. And the guys will call me or text me and we talked. But when we hang out like three times, I kinda get tired of these "tricks." The tricks men and women use to know more about each other.Then I will find myself many excuses to stop contacting this guy, like i'm busy, he's not great enough, something like that. I know it's probably not his problem. It's mine. I would get pissed off if he calls me or texts me many times a day. I feel like my private room was invaded.
I really want to have a relationship but everytime I had a chance, I screwed it.
What's wrong with me? SOS! and thanks a lot.